Vulnerability

You ever had someone make you change the way you viewed life? The way you felt about love, and what it can bring. It's beyond how you want to love, and feel love back, but how far you're willing to go to achieve it. How someone can make you totally forget about any bad relationship you've ever had. How they can put a smile on your face when you're sad. And even when they make you mad you smile internally, because you're glad they've entered your life. No amount of misery or strife can change a view you already set aside to feel for this person; because it's beyond words now. Not one particular word can express how you feel because it's not as simple as I love you or as complicated as be with me; it's like the perfect pitch and tone to your favorite symphony. It's beyond like but not yet love, almost like a mini limbo you don't want to escape from. Their laugh warms your heart like a flame, their pain becomes your pain and your feelings mean the world to them. It's like flying without a parachute and knowing you'll have a safe landing. You start to realize you're nothing like yourself anymore, but it's nothing negative; it's all...Good. And not that it's bad, it just feels weird but you like it; now you're scared. This person knows you like a wife knows her husbands birth mark not seen by the naked eye. Like a husband knows his wife's next words before she even utters one. You find yourself wanting to pull back now, because it all feels too good to be true. You start to second guess whether or not everything you felt was even real. You even start to ask God if you even deserve this much happiness that this person gives you; that you always longed for, that you always dreamed of. The answer is simply...yes! Because if this person can make you feel this way then why not embrace it? Don't allow your fears to hinder your happiness. Vulnerability can make you second guess a lot of things, but the ability to let those fears go is a testament that happiness and love conquers all!